I need to know, I should stop to be hypocrite

How beautiful moon I saw, I said it tonight and wanted share it for someone. 
but I knew someone saw that beautiful moon, when going to death and maybe wanted to tell " please help me "

I ate dinner but didn't eat all,, so I trash it.
but I  knew someone was passed away, because didn't eat piece of biscuit..

I cried because some media showing some sad news and many people was holding candle and pray peace in beautiful flowers.
but someone's bodie parts is still under the some blocks and maybe never find and media not showing us about it..
just many red river... like a roses.

Why we decide " murder" is bad things.
Who can give me correct reasons?

Why sometime people going to easy to killing eachother in Claim?

Why sometime murder will be Hero in the war?

Why some victims will big news and some victims is a we never know?
Every person's  life is a important for them.

I don't want to killing someone and also I don't want someone kill me.
but... I need to know, I am guilty ... If I close my eyes, ears, mouth and stop try to know what's happening in around the would even though if my hands is not bloody.

I will pray for all victims. and It's not another person's problems.....

Please save life... Please don't kill.....

All life have meaning... I think.